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There is not much going on in my life but i want to do something worth something. I'm feeling alone but i know that i'm not so what can i do but go on just following orders and never seem to ever feel happy. You see, I can't just say "Oh! I'm bored so lets go away from the boredom and go have fun in a club or just hang out with my friends." because i live with my elderly grandmother and most of her children are ungrateful pieces of crap. Wouldn't you be a little grateful to your mother that took care of you and still loved everything about you even when you denied to admit that she helped you get a real life. I have an aunt who was horrible because she got married when she was young, had a baby just to scare off some girl that was interested in her man, divorced him a couple of years later, never bothered to finish high school, and got the nerve to scream and curse out everyone who tells her that she is wrong. Now years later she is married to a wonderful man who she doesn't deserve and lives in big houses cause she can, she never encouraged her oldest child to go to college but instead to work and when her other daughter got old enough to tell her that she needs to go to college and a really expensive and well known school at that. Her son is a brat and doesn't sleep in his bedroom but in hers and he is thirteen almost fourteen years old!!! It's crazy cause when her mother who takes care of me told her that i was sleeping in the same room as her on a little cot besides her bed, she thought that was stupid and told her that i need to sleep in my room since around that time i was around 8 or 9 years old. Now her son has no excuse to sleep in her bed and yet i lost my mother and a grandmother just 4-5 years before and i was still going to therapy to get over their deaths. She was so petty and mean that this year we had a surprise birthday party for my grandmother and she didn't come even if her daughters came. Everyone else in my family tried their hardest to get to the party and most made it but her who had not work that week didn't come or even give some $$ to help for the party. It wasn't fair and i just can't believe that there were someone that spiteful to not even come to your own mothers birthday party, i lost all of my respect for that evil woman and if i don't talk to her then it would be to soon!!

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